Friday night was great. Belle and I went and got foods and drinks at Lunchbox Laboratory. So yummy. We then went to the dispensary, I picked up some candies to try they were on sale for like 3 dollars a piece so I figured it wouldn’t hurt if I didn’t like them. We grabbed a horrible Redbox movie (50 Shades Darker) we mainly got it to mock it and tear it apart. Once we were done with the movie we curled up in bed and had some much needed cuddles and quality time. Belle made me breakfast and got me coffee in the morning it was awesome. I was going to go hiking with them but my ankle was still super sore and I didn’t think it would have been a good idea. I went home and got slightly high and soaked in the tub with my golden bath bomb. I then got out and got ready to go see Fun Home with Blondie, Belle, and a few other people I know rather well. Blondie, Belle and I met up for drinks and appetizers before the show it was amazing and the food omg the food. We had these caramelized cauliflower florets with a Gorgonzola sauce. Thinking about it makes my mouth water. When we got to the Theater we found out seats and waited for the show to start. I got a message from J it was so much full of adorable and cute. Made me blush and turn about as bright as my dress. The show started a little later than it was supposed to so I didn’t get out when I thought. It was 10 by the time we were outside. The show was a lot more emotionally packed then I thought it was going to be. So I messaged Turlan and I let him know that I didn’t want to have him over as I wasn’t in the mind frame to host anyone. He didn’t take it all that well. It made me feel guilty and like a horrible person. Then Blondie reminded me that I don’t need to bend my feelings to accommodate the feelings if others if it going to mean that I am less than someone. I also was not feeling the FUCK yes I want to hang out with you tonight. I want to feel the FUCK yes, and it is not there. It took like 20-30 min’s to get out of the parking garage and once I got out I had this overwhelming urge to run away and not go home. I messaged J and asked if he was up for some company.
I drove the 45 min’s out to MV and when I got there we sat on the couch and talked about all the things. He is such a great conversationalist and we jive really well. I really enjoy his company. We had a drink and then he asked me if I would give him a massage. We moved upstairs and turned on some EDM. I grabbed the coconut oil and he laid on the bed face down and I began to rub him down, his skin was silky smooth and shiny from all the coconut oil. I traced my fingers all over his muscles and tattoos. I then asked him to roll over. He was there lying open and fully exposed and it was delectable. I rubbed him arms and hands and then I traced his pecks and chest muscles. I then kissed him up and down his body to tease him I mean why not right? I could hear in his breathing that he wanted it, he wanted me to take him in my mouth and pleasure him the way he had the 1st time we played. I kissed closer and closer to his cock and then I kissed the head, then slowly took him all in my mouth. He gasped with pleasure and I felt myself become more wet then I was just moments prior. I got between his legs and laid on the bed and continued to pleasure him. I looked at him with my fuck me eyes and he moaned. He grabbed my hair and pushed me back down on him. I sat up for just a moment to adjust my dress to allow my breasts to be out and accessible. I continued to give him a blow job for about 20 min’s or so then when I took a quick break he grabbed me by the shoulders and threw me onto the bed. He lifted up my skirt to see my wet pussy. He slipped his fingers in me and finger fucked me while he ate me out. After a while he sat up and looked at me and said I am going to fuck that little pussy. I think I said yes please and thank you in a jumbled mess. He grabbed my legs and pulled my ass to the edge of the bed. He rammed into me making me loose my breath. I felt full and stretched. He pushed my legs father apart then they had been in a really long time. I grabbed my boobs and he grabbed my wrists as leverage. Then pounded the fuck out of me. I mean pounded like how you would take a meat tenderizer mallet to a steak. It was glorious and so much what I wanted. He pushed my hands above my head and I tried to push back and that made him push harder back at me. He had this smile and primal look in his eyes. I was his play toy. He could do anything he wanted to me. I wrapped my legs around him and squeezed my thighs together as tightly as I could. So he bent me over and teased me slowly and then went back to fucking me silly. Next thing I knew I was face first in the mattress, while he had a handful of my hair. I clenched my pussy as tight as I could around his cock. He gasped with pleasure and I was riding the wave, of orgasms over and over. He pushed deep in me when he came. It was mind blowing and exciting. When he pulled out he had me stay on all fours and finger fucked me harder till I squirted all over his hands. Once my legs gave out he laid next to me and we basked it the awesomeness that was just had. I was giggly and happy and uber relaxed and for the 1st time that night I was not in my head. I looked at the clock and noticed it was 2:30 and I put on my clothes and I drove home. I got home at roughly 4am. I passed the fuck out.
I woke up in a panic thinking I had missed the alarm to go meet Belle and the new person they are seeing. I hopped into the shower and got dress and flew out the door. I was mainly quiet throughout dinner. I was trying to figure out who this person is that Belle is super into. I was watching how he interacted with the rest of us. We left around 12:30 and then went to my bondage/impact date.
When I got to W’s we went down to the dungeon. I was in my cute purple shorts and no top. He gave me a beautiful rope chest harness. I forgot how much I loved the feel of rope on my skin. He then took my hands and tied them together and trussed them up to the hook in front of me. Making me look like I was reaching out for something. Then he took my ankle and pulled it up and back behind me leaving me balancing on one leg. Then he beat me with some leather straps, his fists, and feet. All the kicks and punches and slaps were intoxicating. I hit sub space, quicker than I have ever in a long long while. I began to cry and my body was shaking. I felt higher than ever almost invisible. I drove home and took a nap before having to go get my kids.
Now I am laying in the tub with tears running down my face, sore, and bruised. I have not had sub space hit me this hard or this quickly in a long time. So there is that.
The Curvy, Topsy Turvy, Bits of my Life. 